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Sunday, May 18, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JTHEO!!!

today is my bro's bday! 18 May! officially 20. OLD MAN
and although u wont be able to see this. i wish u the best in in all the things you're gna do and i'll pray for the days that u'll be totally nice to me and blah blah blah, the list goes on :D

17 May.. we had our final performance for the Corner of the toymaker's store dance for college day. im glad we will not be doing that dance again. Three Cheers! The dance went quite well i guess but the sch lighting was bad. TOTALLY HORRIBLE.. well, what do u expect, its TPJC where everything is running on budget.and students like us must suffer with the sch's bankruptcy. ok, maybe not that bad, just poor VERY poor.haha

and after the performance i went to meet BF to shop for bro's and his sis present. we were suppose to go for facial :x but decided that it was too rush so we skip. we manage to buy some stuffs and i declare myself penniless. who would like to sponsor me till some $$ miraculously pop out in my wallet? Call me. thanks!

GOODBYE
im off to rot!
-ryl

Somehow, im always reminded and recall the memories of a certain someone whenever im with bf and i stupidly mention it to him. of course i dont name names but i guess its quite obvious and i didnt realise it until now. i feel bad. and today, because of some tinny weeny thing i kinda was sure that he was not the one. it wasnt the same kind of feeling u get when you're in love. maybe the feeling is there but im just not putting my whole heart in this thats why. this has been a mistake right from the start. i once promise i wont commit till the right one comes along, until i can be so sure that he is the one for me. and i failed, i gave in, why is it so hard to say no? Rejection is tough. or shd i say, i'm being selfish by keeping my bestfrnd by my side and not feeding him the things that he deserve. yea. im sorry. its just an on off feeling. i cant help it. its not up to me to control