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Wednesday, May 28, 2008 Im still addicted to Chris Daughtry-Over You. If u dont know that song, please go bang yr head against the wall. haha Its duper nice! like wow! one of my all time fav songs. and its the song which entertains me most when im down, which explains my mood now right.but anyway.. bday wishes in the morn for DA TWINS. i fell asleep before 12. JC kills! nv enter one even if u can. unless u have the power of a 24hour running machine. hope they enjoyed their day. and i kinda curse Jw to fall :x hope she didnt. but it would really be cool if she did. hehe NAH jkjk. today, we quarrelled. i think i kinda throw tantrum over a small small thing. yea. its partly my fault. but NOT totally. hehe. I hate guys who are indecisive. totally turn off point. but then, it doesnt hurt for a guy to make his own decisions and still consider what the other party feels right. seriously, i think it doesnt. so why cant ppl be like that? okay i admit, even i myself is indecisive. BUT im a girl, yea, my reason for being indecisive, you can call it an excuse but who cares. I like my man being decisive. Is saying sorry in front of me that difficult? like if you're in the wrong, when u see that person u would apologise right? so why didnt he? i did. and u didnt realise u had to until i told u what was wrong. cant u get yr own mistakes? or maybe u just dont want to admit that you're wrong and i was wronged. so so so wronged. i hate it when ppl does that. or when they think that im thinking like this. they just assume they know everything in yr head and hurt you with their words of what they think of you. but let me tell u, dont even try to do that. u only know me for a mere 5 mths or less. i can say im quite complicated, and ppl who know me for yrs still might not be able to understand me. so what give u the right to judge me, and assume that im thinking that way. especially when the judgement is so hurtful and not the truth. do u actually think of how i would feel before u type and sent the msg? i bet u didnt even consider the fact that i would awful if it isnt true. yea. for this. im right. because u didnt even realise what u said was wrong and totally mean. to think u could say u love me. with undying love. i wish you could just give yourself some time to think. think about us. maybe u dont just love me. maybe u're just afraid of letting go even though u dont really love me. maybe you're desperate for a girlfrnd. and im the only one suitable for u at this period of time. maybe maybe.. i wish you could read this and tell me the verdict. so i gave u the chance, sometimes i really regret, sometimes i just get head over heels over you. my love for u is like a wave. define wave. 1. To move freely back and forth or up and down in the air, as branches in the wind. well i shd just quote one. because there are too many and i think this could explain how i feel about you. whatever. u said we needed time for us to get to know each other. i say just shut up. ive had enough. bro comp just contracted some stupid virus and he blame it on me. i dont even know what i did. i just minded my own business and im a computer toot. how would i know what i do to get the virus. and who even say that i was the one. today is really not a good day. tsk something to look forward to would be kboxing tmr. got lek's present alrdy. all i have to do now is to put it in the box! whoosh! hope i dont break glass tmr. and i would probably skip econs. just for one hr we have to go back to sch and i dont even like that subject. tsk. i shall predict i would oversleep tmr. im gd at fortune telling. yay me! im spouting nonsense alrdy. and im hoping for a class gathering for 4unity soon. real soon. miss you guys. and i shall end my rants and raves here nights! -ryl |