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Sunday, June 29, 2008

You said:
Try to understand, i have flaws and sometimes i'm even sad, so don't be blinded.Sometimes, i'm not entirely to blame, you have some part to play as well.Don't think that you're always right, sometimes you aren't. I give in to you every time.When i get angry with you, you just need to say sorry and everything will be fine. when you get angry with me, thats a whole different story altogether, you expect much much much more.When you show me attitude, i'll show you mine.sometimes i feel as if i'm being treated like junk. even though you say i'm important to you, maybe me not being in your life won't matter that much. i hope i'm so wrong.I don't know whats going on lately. I don't like it. I hope we'll be ok again.you can choose the easy way by leaving or we could strive to make this work. the choice is yours.

I say:
not that it linked to anything he said but..
it got me thinking. when u said u miss me, i thought to myself. shd i reply the same?
but i dont really feel that way.
so if i did, i would be lying.
and sometimes, i really wonder why you're still here with me.
like when i got my mind set on leaving. you always give a reason that we wld go long and i shd not take the easy way out. but my love for you is like.. even i cant explain it. sometimes i just dont feel the same like u feel for me. its just not there.
maybe i have too much things to concentrate on right now. but thats probably just an excuse. im always caught in between problems by you, whether directly or indirectly. the cause might just boils down to you.
maybe i murdered your family in yr past life, thats why you're getting back at me now.
hah, karma.
my dear boy, just what have i done.