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Tuesday, September 23, 2008

MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
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MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..MOUSSEY..
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that was what i had in my thoughts for 1day/ 1 hour/ 1min/ 1sec/ 1milisec
haha
i dont care if im exaggerating
but he was constantly on my mind
that i cant deny

today while talking on the phone,
im glad we cld talk longer than usual
but for the whole duration,
i had a fear inside me
the fear of you saying u have to go now
and i hate it when u say those words
because its so hard to say bye
and i dont want to
because im missing u so badly
i can spend like 5 24hrs with you to make up the time that we cldnt see each other
but its impossible
because after this
you still have to continue with your service
=(
and each time, i have to fight back the emotions
telling myself.
you have to go now
you cant defy their orders
and i have to say bye to you
and then,
the next monent..
all i cld hear was the end of call dial tone..

but today is so much better than ytd
i just need time to adapt i guess
i wish i can sneak in to see him
and its only 5 days
i wonder how Justina, Junwen actually survive for the normal army guys of 2 weeks?
and how Justina survived 5days of not contacting her guy at all
i applaud her and luckily she had her bear that her guy gave
so sweet
for me,
i simply cant
i dont know about her
but i think my water tap would be on every night

im too reliant when it comes to relationship
so everytime when people have to leave
its a huge blow
even if im willing to let them go
*shakes head*
i dont like the feeling of being alone
im too dependent
and it kinda explains why i need lotsa company

today, im currently fine doing without others.
my msges are saved for him
and if i have to msg others,
its concerning sch stuffs

but i talk to the girls,
just to share my feelings
Lek lu, Joyce, Junlin
thanks alot.
even if it was just the company
Junwen would be included.
but i couldnt get my hands on her
cos she wasnt online
haha

YAAAAAAAAAAYYYY!!
you called
and we're gg to bathe!
haha
TOGETHER
HAHA!
=.=
then after bathing is calling moussey again!
WHEEEEEEEE!!

-ryl