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Wednesday, October 8, 2008

THIS POST IS FCKING CRAP.
EXCEPT FOR THE NICE FRNDS THAT I HAVE :D
ALL THE STUFFS REGARDING HER IS SO NOT TRUE

yay

so nice

so nice

so nice

YIIIIIIIIIIIIPPPPPPPPPPPP

=x

just have to blog about this. before i study

been wanting to blog ytd but was on the phone till late

and was damn tired

o.o

haha

SHE decides to forgive me
=]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]] (x1 gazillion million)

although WE wld not be as close as before

but at least

its a start

AHHHHHHHH

how i wish

he was not him

in the sense that not the Ivan Lian SHE knows

but an Ivan Lian that i know

an Ivan Lian

HAHA

that sounds funny

but still.. things had already happened isnt it

now im just feeling so bless

know why?

i have nice frnds and people around me

yay!

JOCELYN
ytd when i told Joyce about the matter
she talk to me
and she offered to come find me :]
so nice right
then she accompanied me till the next lesson
It was Maths, Ping was in my class
before that Ping was with HER
then Joyce thought i was alone so she ask whether i want to join her at her lesson
:DD
then she continued sms-ing me until Gp starts
had to do compre which i havent started
=x

LEKLU
she too, was thr for me
when i cldnt take it, i msg Lek and Joyce
and Lek replies were quite fast
comforting me
listening to me
wanting to help me handle the situation if possible

MELVIN
a classmate and he was in my Gp class too
although he ask out of Kponess. haha
wanting to know what happen and stuff
he tried talking to me
i didnt tell him what happen
because, it was concerning me and her
if he knows, who knows who he might tell
right
so i kept it to myself
but still he was really nice
trying to help me if he could

and then sch was over

the tension was still intense

WE only sms

and none was exactly nice

haha

but nvm

i expected not very nice words from HER when SHE found out about us

plus im at fault

so yea

then i came online

to blog

and

then on msn, he talk to me

DARYL (i know u wldnt like to see his name here but. he kinda help me in a way or two)
first it started with him asking hows sch. what i doing now in sch
blah blah
he didnt come today
then after awhile, i ask him about his ex and stuffs
i was trying to bring in the topic =x
i wanted to ask whether it was wrong to date a bestfrnd's ex
and what did you know
smth like that happened to him before!
so we talk about it
and at least i know
im not the only one
=]

then he went to play lan

and convo ended

throughout this whole situation,

someone was constantly there for me

like DUH

if he wasnt

i would have killed him

he tried comforting me too

but i was so affected by it

it make it difficult for him to talk to me

but at least he tried

and its none other than

IVAN LIAN
although you're one of the cause of this =x
you were supporting me throughout this whole thing
but that is what you shd do right!
HAHA
jk
its nice to know that you have people around you
loving you, caring for you
he came to find me after his camp
and i really needed that
plus he bought me a box of ROCHERyl :D
but whrs the flowers!??!?!
lalalalala
and a great big hug for Ms Theo!
not a, but many
his presence was enough
i just want to see him
Thanks Laogong :]

then he stayed on and mummy bought dinner for us!

and bubble tea!

we slack in the Tv room and i fell asleep

then i woke up

and realised i needed to poo

HAHA

i told him

and he took his own sweet time to decide whether to wait for me or to go home

then he decided to go back cos it was late

i was kinda chasing him out of the hse

my poo was coming out okay=x

before i can send him to the door

i ran to the toilet

OOPS

and mummy had to open the door for him

while i bomb the toilet bowl hehehe :P

so after i pooed

i went into my room

and i look at my phone

5unread msges

haha

and two was from HER

SHE said WE can talk now

and WE talk about things and stuffs

asking me questions why this why that

telling me about what Tong said to HER

yup. and i didnt intend HER to forgive me so soon

but SHE did

and that was really nice of HER

Huixuan
WE hit off since the starting of sch
WE cld talk about anything, YOU told me almost everything
sometimes YOU can get really irritating and hot-tempered =x
but still WE get along just fine
till this year.
we drifted
I cldnt share with YOU anymore
shall not elaborate further
but I'm Sorry
and thank you.

In the morning, when i woke up

which is like a few an hr ago

i saw Ping's msg

reminding what we were gg to do for Chem consultation tmr

and i replied asking whether she would be prejudice towards me

and her reply was really nice
:]]]]]

which made me happy

and i decided to blog

hee

so thats pretty much it

hmmm, when i was online

i very much wanted to talk to Cf

but i decided not to

or he will think i talk to him only because when im in trouble

i so so so do not do that

you're the one thats always busy

no time for me

bleah

dont like you :(

haha

thats all

im off to study!!

-ryl