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Friday, November 21, 2008

omg
this is a joke

people think too much when i type some heartfelt words

what ifs

it doesnt mean just you and me
and it so doesnt mean patching or whatsoever

why cant what ifs be related to frnds as well?
why is the what ifs this two words attentioned to him?

and i realised one thing
guys have similar opinions and way of thinking

there were many things that changes the relationship between my frnds and i
many wrong decisions or perhaps the right one

seeing you with them
makes me start thinking
why is it you?
why not me
it could have been me

this was what made me want to post

and why bother about the what ifs if its not ever gna happen?
im just thinking
pondering
wondering

but did i say i want it to be a reality?
NO

plus
"hes the one on my mind right now"

if i didnt express myself right
the he refers to moussey

not anyone else

pls dont get so affected by it
because ive said

the blog isnt gna change our relationship tgt
the words aint gna change my feelings for you
and by just thinking wouldnt and shouldnt affect anyone of you
especially moussey

this is probably why i didnt want to make known my blog
because just a few words

people may start thinking too much
and even start expressing their own thoughts in my words

but let me tell you

you're not me
you wouldnt know what im thinking
just by some general words

so please
stop assuming that what you think of what ive said
is what u think it is
and come talking to me about it
as if you know what im referring to

because most of the time
its not true

-ryl