youmeltmyhearttostone

@import url(http://www.blogger.com/css/navbar/main.css); @import url(http://www.blogger.com/css/navbar/3.css); function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/971946058275880704?origin\x3dhttp://cheryleatsocks.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } });

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

sometimes i just cant help but wander how you are doing
like my mind drifted off and then you pop out in my head ( my display cupboards are chip n dale)
but its not occasionally ( because its just a one sec thought then its back to moussey)

hes the one in my mind (he = moussey)
right now ( now and forever)

i feel quite happy for you ( happy = glad)
at least you found new love in different areas ( your clique)
more than what you can find in the past (no clique)

its good to see you doing well and moving on ( happy with friends and not complaining about how bad life is)
but sometimes i still have the thought of (oh boy this is the part that makes people tick)
the

what ifs..

well

things cant be changed aint it

you're with them now ( so it will be weird if i join plus, im already not part of them since long ago)
and there were a time when they were my close frnds too (means im not with them anymore)
it would not be the same again ( even if we go out it wouldnt be like in the past, WE= friends)
i know it but i still dont feel gd about it ( because i lost a bunch of frnds)
at least u have a gd clique now ( and yea they are nice people)
and without the departure
you wouldnt have started with them ( the break up allows you to join them)
i think

so i just hope that somewhere in your mind
when you're having all the fun
i'll be there and not forgotten ( because i see outings of you and them, reminds me how fun it was to hang arnd with them in sec sch )

theres so many things i want to say ( this doesnt requires explaining does it=.=)
so many things i want to do ( do the things i wanna do)

but now i cant (this is a turning point, its about moussey)
because of other commitments ( moussey :] and his orders. hee study work blah)
and even yours ( yours = moussey having to go army)

and the frnds i lost ( this part is obvious, back to you again)
you gained them back for me
you deserve them way better than i do

perhaps im just having that nostalgic feeling ( sec sch fun. not the couple couple relationship)
it really doesnt mean anything
its quite sweet yet torturing

if u are reading this
thanks for straining your eyes so hard (well i enlarge it so you dont even have to alt a now)
its really not your business (yup it isnt)
im just venting

-ryl

shd have used names instead of using he and stuffs
SHEESE

and the you means you
moussey means yea moussey
haha

now do you get it?
do you still think its something to get upset about?

pls dont
you're always be my darling :D

you silly boy
must i really explain to you each and every words ive said?

pls no more big fuss about this kinda stuffs
and im still excited about our date tmr :]

bold fonts are typed earlier on
normal font in brackets are the explanation and to what i was thinking

-ryl