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Saturday, November 8, 2008

some things

when you've decided to throw it away

whether on impulse

or not

once you did it

its gone

its not just about the cushion

its about us

you were given so many chances

to reply my msg when u left

to pick up my call or at least return the call

to tell me where you were when i ask you over and over again

to ask me to stay put when you saw me

to ask where was i instead of continue arguing with me

to find me immediately after i told you where i was

to not mention about anything regarding that issue

to not insist that i shd time and time again even at that point

so what if we did it your way?
do you even think i would be happy about it?

to retrieve the cushion when i ask for it

but when its all too late

when the cushion is gone

so is the love

and us

when you came up the stairs

with nothing in your hands

i knew it was over

because i told myself

if i ever saw that cushion again,

i'll give one last shot to us

but since u cant

then i dont see why you shd have something that you decided to throw away

in any case,

thanks for coming into my life

for everything you've done

even the video

when you say i didnt appreciate it

you are so so so wrong

the next time i saw it, the tears just started falling

it was so sweet

after that i immediately sent u a msg

to say i love you and some other stuffs

bet you didnt know

because somethings arent meant to be said

and how can u even think i will not be appreciative

do you know how badly it hurts coming from you?

and thanks for holding me back when im so persistent to leave

i so wanted to give you another chance

but

whatever the case, since its gone

it already is

even if its back

it would nv be the same again

i gave my all to us

even when i doubt myself about us

i know that i still love you

i know that i want to be with you

but never once did u fully prove that we can be tgt for long

im probably not a good enough girl frnd for you

never was and never will be

so you're lucky cos im leaving

the stuffs...

if you want to

you can throw them away like how you did to that cushion

-ryl