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Friday, December 5, 2008

its just
disagreements
quarrels
and more unhappiness
no more talking nicely
not anymore

-ryl

its his fault if he did something to hurt you
its your fault if you let him hurt you over and over again

how true

you make me lose all hopes in us
you make me wonder whether loving you was the right thing to do
you make me feel like im there only if you need me

its so easy
to just hurt me with your words
to say them without thinking
to blurt them out without considering my feelings

its so convenient
to just say the same thing time and time again
everytime
it would be the same old words
and it makes me wonder
which time, when u said it
you really meant it

even when u say something wrong
after awhile
u can just flare up and say another piercing words

i cant change my mood immediately
u have to accept that
its not like tom dick or harry who hurt me
its you that im talking about
coming from you
do you know how much it hurts?

and only when im leaving
u will pull me back
if not
you would continue bombarding me with all your reasons and ways of doing things
how can i lighten up like that?
when you dont even give me a chance to

you doubt me
you question me
you put me in a dilemma
you kill me

is it so hard?
to have patience towards me

i know i have been quite tough lately
im sorry for that
i get easily affected of what u say
some of which i have been tolerating
or maybe thinking too much
im not sure

for all this
i apologise

what about you?