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Thursday, December 11, 2008

its nth much

but sometimes it really makes me wonder

just how much of what u say is the truth?

or perhaps

what are the things u kept from me

you got me believing

and u got me doubting


i hate to be like this

i know u do too

but sometimes i really cant help it

am i really there just for the sake of u wanting a gf/companion

dont blame me for thinking this way

like why am i even saying this
do i even love u trust u blah blah

why not think of it as

why will she have that thought?
whats the cause
what have i done
what have i not done?

but whatever
im tired

i dont care
i got no energy to do so either
im running away
im avoiding the issue
sure.
i am.

anything that u say
i take it

for that, at least i know im doing my part as a gf
and im not doing anything wrong
and up till now
not once did u call to just chat or talk

-ryl