Saturday (15 aug)

as usual,

prepared for dance

leaving house. house lift.

dance was great

i bought new pointe shoes

and teacher says im improving

really motivates me to do even better

after dance

i finally realised. and face reality

everything was broken

i bused back home feeling.. damn crappy

as i looked out the window

many flashbacks ran through my mind

the sky was gloomy, the rain soon hit the grounds

depicts what i was going through

very soon, i found myself walking that usual path home

each step i took, it became heavier

and then i stopped in my tracks

backed myself against a wall

i thought really hard

settled myself down

and i turned back

at that point, the last thing i wanna do was to go home

i didnt know where to go

so i followed where my feet took me

walk past jas's place

i wanted to visit her but then she didnt replied :(

so i continued walking

sengkang, buangkok, hougang

its been so long since i last strolled so far

and i actually enjoy it

also because i got to meet two very good friends of mine

i met 2 angels today :D

i seriously believe one of them is like my guardian angel

being there for me since like forever

you're the best

thank you

sadly the meeting ended very quickly

nevertheless, im grateful for just that short period of time

i was very very very hungry

i survived a hotdog bun from 9 in the morn till like almost 7?

i had no money in my wallet

spent them on the shoes, $52.80 x.x

i was also awfully thirsty

with like 2 mouthfuls of water left

and also, i think i stink. hopefully i dont

perspired damn alot in dance :P

but hey, none of this stopped me from continuing my journey

very soon, i reached jer's house