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Friday, September 25, 2009

I don't understand why the people i love can't treat me nicely.






to you
i dont really have anything to say except


if something is really important to you
you should learn to cherish it at all costs


if not,
learn to let go










and through all this,
things just doesnt improve






just ytd,
i thought jon was finally being nicer to me


he was going to cook pasta
well, its for vanessa, but he's still gna cook my share right?


wrong
when i reached home


only two plates of pasta was ready to eat
i was already very hungry so i thought i can snack first


then jon came in my room while i was snacking and asked me
"you dont want to eat ar?"


so i followed him out
and u know what?


I HAVE TO FREAKING COOK THE SAUCE AND PRAWNS MYSELF
and he dare tell me that IT"LL ONLY TAKE 5 MINS ; ITS VERY EASY TO MAKE


like wtf?!
what do you take me for?!?


so his idea of cooking was to boil some spaghetti
while i'm suppose do the rest?!??


seriously, 
do u think i rush home just to cook for myself where i can easily fill my stomach in school?! =.=








didnt want to so i ate the boiled sphagetti
and they stopped me after they found me sobbing


haha. i seriously wasn't having a good day
and i thought there was something nice to look forward to, but no.






i really dont understand why must your do this to me?
just what have i done to deserve all this?


















aint gg powerhouse tonight
because of various reasons...








sigh
:/


sometimes i really wonder whether the things i do are actually worth it
because all i get back are purely just crap






-ryl