no, sir. this is not ridiculous.
your face is.

you can publicise how you are able to forget us already and now you still want to argue stupid things about us!? what's the point of quarreling when things are already over?! i'm sincerely happy for you but if you think it's sarcasm then fine, i can tell that you will be and are fine without my blessings or me. and there's not a need to compromise since i already told you that i don't want to be in a long dist relationship from the start?!! Does that not get into your head?! i'm bent on not being in one no matter how much i love the other party. and if we really love each other that much then what's to worry because we can still be together after you come back, provided if we can find back the feelings for each other.

you think such a relationship would be easy to maintain?

even the strongest of love may drift because basically, anything can happen

and you want me to risk anything happening to us then by all means

but i don't wanna be part of that game

I don't want to be half-hearted when it comes to studying

because at the back of my mind it will always be about us

do you really think everyone would just give me another year

another chance for me to perform?!?!

FREAKING NO.

wouldn't it be better for both of us if we focus on what we want and get it over and done with

and deal with the emotional affairs later?!

It is possible because I know what i really want and i'm brave enough to face it.

and like i've already told you

this will definitely happen, either sooner or later

and unlike you, telling me one thing and changing it the another time

if this is solely about my decision.

OH WAIT.

would i have made the decision to leave if you hadn't made your own decision!?!

don't spout nonsensical arguements and creating one

just because you can

and yes, i'm gna quote from you

Having said that, aren't i doing what you've said exactly?

I'm waiting for you to come back and give us another chance when you're back

simple as that.

what is there more to say!?

you're just being absolutely contemptible

because you can move on with your life

but when i'm trying to,

you give me all this shit

-ryl