Cheryl the Anti-Social girl

blame it on you

because i think i'm becoming more and more of an introvert

maybe because i'm growing older and maturing even more?

think i changed too much

i find screaming girls and guys being wild a turn off

and to think i used to be like one of the childish girls

okay maybe around closer friends i tend to be a lil more hyper also

but definitely less irritating :P

i still i have that i'm civilised, better than you mindset on them

and i'm better at being can't be bothered with what people think of me

i used to thinking i rather died than be caught being alone all by myself

but now i actually like wandering around or shopping alone

of course i still do love my company

i'm not that spoilt or pampered just because some of the times i have things going my way

you have no idea how many things and situations are not

and how many times i've tried turning things around, fixing them

just to make things work

i work hard for all of them, so i totally deserve it

do not eat sour grapes and try to put me down

can't blame me that sometimes people love me enough to give me the things i want also

i lock my blog because i feel that sometimes things get too personal

need a place to vent, which is here

and i don't like girl A, B, C or boy D, E, F to read what is going on in my life

because people like me with adoring fans require some privacy too

haha!

okay. damn random blog post

i need to clear a lot of junk in my room

my pig sty room!

soon it'll be like i just moved in

should take a before and after shot if i can

who knows when will i be able to take the after shot

lol

had a lot of fun today

:DDD

although i was really reluctant to get out of the house

damn weird i know

if day 1 i was waiting for you, prompting you

nothing.

day 2 waiting for you. prompting you

still nothing

day 3 you kinda know that it'll come

but it doesn't feel that special as compared to before already

didn't regret leaving the house though

but i kinda regret spending so much

promised myself to save

and there's an update tmr

sigh!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICE LEK!!

xD

i know i can always count on you

and i hope that i can be a better friend to you too

may your 20th birthday be wonderful!!!

and the rest of the years will be too because i'm around!

heh. jk

okay i'm serious

hahaha!

-ryl