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Monday, July 19, 2010

Ever since I got accepted into NUS till now, not a single soul had ask me whether at this point of time now, with what i have in my hands, the people around me and so on, was i really happy?

Yes, yes i am.

Fact is, right now (before the studying part starts), being in NUS Science is one of the best thing that had ever happened to me. But there's one stumbling block right now. The one thing that is stopping me from being that much happier is one of the people that i love the most, you.

I'm so sick of what you're putting me through that every time when it happens, i only look forward to being in RAG, even more than i want to be there. It's so sickening that i'm not able to balance everything out well because i just have too many commitments in so little time. I know it's unfair that i'm suddenly so busy and you have to accept everything but i'm really trying, and do you even see it? Do you even believe in anything i say, anything i do? I can't do anything else if you want to twist up everything and start a war with me. It wouldn't do the both of us any good.

You made me feel like i shouldn't tell you anything, in fear that it may just become another lie or empty promises to you. We are already speaking to each other lesser, is this really how you want me to feel?

No, i really don't want any quarrels any more. and yes i hate the insane arguments that you are putting me through. It simply wears me out even more.

Good night