maybe no amount of effort would be able to make things right looking at how things are right now.

why hold on to someone you don't love anymore.

why make them suffer and in return you have to suffer too. how do you live with it? i don't understand.

i'm fighting like hell but everything comes to a naught. all the words, all the actions, all the tears. nothing.

i can't take this anymore.
each single step in or out hurts like hell and there's nothing i can do.

and i can't make it stop.

maybe your departure is a good thing afterall.

bleed and die.
ouch.